DAILY WORDS

do not think of what others can do for you. learn of what you can do for YOURSELF. in thee end YOU are the only person who can ultimately help. no one knows you better than yourself. you can always count on that person to listen. to never leave your side. to never pass judgment. to except you, your ideals, beliefs, and morals without question. learn to help yourself for we are in total control of our lives. - OPTIMUS GRIMES

I LOVE YOU SIS!!!

DMT...THE SPIRIT MOLECULE???

DMT is widely know was one of thee most potent psychedelics known to man. WHAT IF I TOLD YOU EVERY PERSON IN THE WORLD HAS TRIED IT??? WITHOUT EVER BEING AWARE. this potent substance is a naturally-occurring tryptamine (meaning it is found in nature e.i. plants, fungi, and animals). it has gained notoriety after Dr. Rick Strassman began clinical trials using DMT on human subjects. he then later wrote a book called DMT The Spirit Molecule. in his book he talks about the conclusions they obtained. we all posses what is known as a pineal gland (also referred to as the third eye). it is located in the middle portion of the human brain. during heavy REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep our pineal gland pumps out high doses of DMT. this in response forces us into a DMT trip (what we refer to as a dream). when your body is asleep and you are in a dream state......youre actually experiencing a mild trip. he also stated that when a person is close to death, or a person undergoes near-death experience the pineal gland pumps out more DMT. this accounts for much of the imagery reported by survivors (e.i. big white light at the end of the tunnel, out of body experiences, life flashing before your eyes, encounters with divine beings etc). he also said that DMT is released on the forty-ninth day of fetus development. something the doc attributed to being the beginning of the fetus' soul. he said that many people came out of these trials with different outlooks on life. one subject called it an "adrenaline shot of pure uninhibited knowledge!!!" people have been able to synthesize DMT for hundreds of years and have used it in shamanic rituals (to reach enlightenment, reconnect with the ancestors, connect with the spirit world, talk to the divine, etc). i for one would like to try DMT. see what sort of experience i could receive from this other worldly encounter. would you like to experience this??? why or why not??? but before you jump to a conclusion......do some research.

UNWANTED OPINIONS LOL!!!!

funny chain of events happen this evening. as i sat alone in the bistro eating my sandwich. i see an older caucasian woman walk through the door. orders her meal. walks over to where im seated. politely asks if the seat next to mine is taken. i reply no. she sits down and eats. she then proceeds to tap me on my shoulder, and began asking me questions. like my name. my age. being the person i am i answer. casually making conversation. she seemed like a sweet older lady. but then her true intentions were revealed. she started asking me about my ears. piercings. whether or not i was tattooed or thinking of getting inked. which are not uncommon questions. i understand curiosity gets the best of people. i dont mind. then without notice she shoots off into a rant. in a calm voice she begins telling me ive mutilated by body. that my parents must be sickened by my appearance. she knows what im about, and has seen my kind. i need to find religion and a good therapist. so on and so forth. LMFAO!!!! all while im eating my roast beef sandwich. WHICH WAS DELICIOUS MAY I ADD!!! i nod every couple of minutes. pretending i care as to what shes speaking of. i finish my sandwich. look over and ask if shes finished. she nods in silence. i take a deep breath........looked over at her with hate in my eyes. but i decided to keep cool, calm, and collected. i proceeded to ask her as to why her assumptions are so negative. she gave no response. i say that her opinions are just that....HERS!!! please keep them that way, unless requested. that she in fact does not know who i am, or what im about. BECAUSE I AM STILL FIGURING THOSE TWO OUT. her assumptions were in no way, shape, or form remotely true. they were based purely on stereotypical biases carried on from prior generations. i am in no need of any psychological evaluation. it is easy to point out the flaws in others, but takes courage to see them in yourself. that she was in desperate need of humility. im not perfect. but perfection is a myth. it is a insurmountable fairytale. that i was indeed not a drug addict, sexual predator, or lunatic. she looks at me with a blank stare. i assumed she expecting a violent outburst of profanity and nonsense (which i thought about). but would not let get dig her claws under my skin. she just nods her head and gently strolls out of the fine establishment. what a dinner date. WHAT EVER HAPPEN TO WINE AND DINE. MAYBE SOME ACTION. ha. moral of the story is....having opinions is fine. but you cannot proceed to try and force feed them down peoples throats. remember that your opinions are just that...YOURS!!! does not make them right. does not make them wrong. they are just unwanted.

DAILY WORDS

mother of mercy, we are your unwanted children. why do you choose to forsake us??? or are we at fault??? for pushing you away - OPTIMUS GRIMES

DAILY WORDS

promises of brighter days. that is all some people need to keep moving forward. but what is not promised, is that they will be present to witness this momentous occasion. - OPTIMUS GRIMES

BEST THEORY IVE EVER HEARD

 for those of you who are unaware joe rogan.....is very outspoken about reaching altered states of mind. he talks openly about his psychedelic trips, sensory deprivation tanks, meditations, and drug use. in doing such activities he has come up with rather interesting theories. here is one clip. JOE ROGAN IS MY HERO.

OBSERVATION OF A FRIEND

you drink but never quench your thirst. you eat but never satisfied. you live but slowly dying. youve lost all motivation to participate in your life. you dwell on thee past. hoping to glimpse those days you long for. but what you fail to notice is that life is moving on. those days are history, and thats all they will ever be. but we as humans struggle with this simple word called ATTACHMENT. we as humans are SELFISH by nature. we want. we need. we desire. BUT WE AS HUMANS CAN ALSO CHANGE!!!!!! get to that point, rise above, and get over it. easier said than done you say......but nothing in life that is worth having, comes free. i believe you owe it to yourself. pay the price and sacrifice those memories. your reward???? YOUR LIFE BACK!!!!

DAILY WORDS

humanity has such a shallow nature. no matter how shallow......it seems we are capable of defying logic, and submerging ourselves into it. - OPTIMUS GRIMES

DAILY WORDS

happiness is not a place nor is it an object. it is not something tangible in any form. FOR HAPPINESS IS A STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS - OPTIMUS GRIMES

LUCID DREAMING

as of lately ive been diving into the depths of the human mind. which possesses an untouched and unparalleled potential that few are aware of. this post deals with one of those amazing acts. ever had a dream??? of course you have. everyone dreams!!! whether you are able to re-collect those hazzy images or not.....during heavy REM sleep this phenomena occurs. heres another question.....ever had a dream and become aware that youre dreaming, and snapped out of it??? well i have. what if i told you there is a way to snap into your dreams??? by this i mean a lucid dream. this is a dream in which the sleeper is aware that he or she is dreaming. when the dreamer is lucid (awake within the dream) he or she can actively participate in and often manipulate the imaginary experiences in the dream environment. lucid dreams can seem extremely real and vivid depending on a person's level of self-awareness during the lucid dream. this is a way of taking back your dreams and making them work for you. a person can experience their wildest dreams (literally). all on command. no longer will you worry about nightmares or unwanted imagery. anything is possible within this untamed world. many great minds have been able to do such things. albert einstein discovered the law of relativity (during a lucid dream). salvador dali got most of his inspiration from manipulating imagery (during a lucid dream). anyone can learn this technique. now after practicing for some time now.....I AM ALSO ABLE TO LUCID DREAM!!!!!!! let me tell you.....this is by far thee most amazing thing ive ever experienced. a world like no other. where anything is possible (WITHOUT TAKING ANY SUBSTANCES)  the only limitation is your mind. liberate that and you will experience EVERYTHING. the only thing that could rival this is maybe DMT. which we will cover in a later post. so what do you think??? PRETTY GNARLY

POSITIVE OUTLET???

a positive outlet for the ongoing barrage of random thoughts racing through my mind. topics will vary from time to time. nothing is off limits. so without further delay.....lets begin.